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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 15:39:00 GMT
I am very non sensitive to energy, I don't want to fry my nervous system but I want to get my ex back really badly. So I'm wondering if I should try maybe 100x instead of 1000x. Quadible integrity has an audio that allows you to get 11x in one listen. Is it impossible to get that charging to a certain amount of listens utilising the repeater or just that it would make you very fatigued.
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Post by AnthroHeart on Mar 19, 2021 16:21:01 GMT
I wouldn't be so desperate. If you want something so badly, and keep wanting, it is energy of wanting and not having. The Universe is ironic. If you try to "trick" the Universe by going all out like that, it may backfire. Be ok with who you are and have. I have had 3 ex's (all anthros, higher dimension) and they were all amicable separations (though first he was a bit crazy). You could try it. If you do start to burn out, you'll probably know it and just have to rest. If you start to get exhausted, then take a break. It's not going to hurt you, but there may be recovery if you overdo it. I would intend to attract the most compatible or best person for you. One of my ex's I intended the Universe to send me my most compatible person. I did get them, but later on I became unable to tune into them as I raised my vibration. All of them led me to Anubis (one of 50 million I am with now). So a god is kind of my lover, but it's an open relationship.
During my awakening my chakras would have so much energy you could smell burning smoke in the air, and my mom asked if something was burning.
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 16:34:05 GMT
I am very suicidal this ex is the only person I want. I just want what i had back. I don't want to live my life without her, I can't do it.
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Post by AnthroHeart on Mar 19, 2021 16:40:12 GMT
I am very suicidal this ex is the only person I want. I just want what i had back. I don't want to live my life without her, I can't do it.
You need to call this number (if you are in the US). I am not a counselor.
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 16:44:39 GMT
I don't really believe in hotlines i tried one before but I just want my ex back. I was the happiest with her and I ruined it. Now i just want to escape it all.
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Post by AnthroHeart on Mar 19, 2021 17:00:26 GMT
This was off topic in the Intention Repeater Basics thread, so I moved it to a new one.
Can others chime in here to help trave?
My experience with human relationships is rather, *limited*.
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Post by reden on Mar 19, 2021 17:42:45 GMT
I am very suicidal this ex is the only person I want. I just want what i had back. I don't want to live my life without her, I can't do it. No matter what happens, you will eventually find someone else who loves you very much. As AnthroTeacher said, you can use the Repeater to attract the person best matched for you, the very best for you, or similar. Use the Repeater to feel Unconditional Love. Something like "Unconditional Love is flowing through me." You can also use these videos youtube.com/watch?v=xtNbNFQrXb0 Feel hope and happiness youtube.com/watch?v=c9af5Mxzupw Depression/stress/anxiety relief Sapien had a video for Unconditional Love but some evil being reported it enough times that it was taken down, it's that or I can't find it... Here is about the closest thing to it youtube.com/watch?v=TfZs7uRF-F8 Love Gravitation Wave |
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 17:50:10 GMT
This lady is the only person I want. I made a few mistakes, but i didn't mean to hurt her. I always try to fix it and just dig myself a bigger hole. She's everything to me but she doesn't care about me anymore. I just want my old life with her back. I appreciate you guys trying to help me.
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Post by AnthroHeart on Mar 19, 2021 18:05:05 GMT
This lady is the only person I want. I made a few mistakes, but i didn't mean to hurt her. I always try to fix it and just dig myself a bigger hole. She's everything to me but she doesn't care about me anymore. I just want my old life with her back. I appreciate you guys trying to help me. I would work towards trying to build the new, rather than seeking the old.
Trust me, the Universe is infinite. There is infinite beauty, infinite love, infinite passion, joy, bliss to be had.
We can't just limit ourself to one scenario, or get tied to our laurels and nostalgia.
Maybe run the intention "Every day, in every way, it gets better and better."
I just know when I let go of what the Universe closed the door on for me, it got even better.
Who knows, she may come back later. But if she doesn't care about you, why would you want to be with her? Unrequited love will just exhaust you.
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 18:08:59 GMT
I just want to live my life with her, it's like I want to do everything with her. I've never been this obsessed with somebody. It's like I'm stupid if I let her go. I can't let go of what we had. I'm always haunted for my mistakes and how I ruined our relationship. I hate living my life knowing that I ruined it with the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. It's like I already wasted my chance. But I can't give up. I want to experience everything with her and only her. I can't find an interest in anybody that isn't her now. I physically feel weird thinking about other women in a romantic way because it isn't her.
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Post by reden on Mar 19, 2021 18:22:50 GMT
I just want to live my life with her, it's like I want to do everything with her. I've never been this obsessed with somebody. It's like I'm stupid if I let her go. I can't let go of what we had. I'm always haunted for my mistakes and how I ruined our relationship. I hate living my life knowing that I ruined it with the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. It's like I already wasted my chance. But I can't give up. I want to experience everything with her and only her. I can't find an interest in anybody that isn't her now. I physically feel weird thinking about other women in a romantic way because it isn't her. You likely had a past life experience with her, which was so strong that it washed to this one. It also happened to me. But I eventually let go, because the person who I loved wasn't going to return my love, I think that person would have found it creepy, and the person constantly complained at me of being stalked (the person thought stalking was bad while I thought of it as attention and love). |
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 18:25:36 GMT
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Post by reden on Mar 19, 2021 18:36:09 GMT
This has the risk of being a Free Will violation, which brings bad karma. If those things just brought the intention forth of reuniting with her, then leaving the actual choice to her Divine Inner Self and the Universe, then it won't be a Free Will violation. If those things, however, forcefully bring her back to you, then it will be counted as a Free Will violation. Karmic punishments are supposed to be proportional. The false light and the false lords of karma have muddled things up so that punishments get overblown and exaggerated due of their nasty contracts. It's not my place to say or otherwise even perhaps exemplify punishments. I am not the Universe's justicar. No one is, except karma. |
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Post by AnthroHeart on Mar 19, 2021 18:39:40 GMT
^^this
Remember, the Universe has a sense of irony and humor.
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Post by trave on Mar 19, 2021 18:41:24 GMT
I didn't think it's a free will violation, programmed intention's mandela has more information here in the direct link but "It has been imbued with intention and energy to manifest a loved one, friend, family member. ex or crush to long for you and miss you. They will want to reconnect or reunite with you as quickly as possible. It is based on the idea/concept of God and the universe uniting souls that resonate at the same frequency and for them to become one with each other and the universe." www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLySGmHCFG0 |
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