Last night I felt like I was at the center of a reality changing vortex.
I also deleted "I know how to physical manifest" and "I know how to Instant Quantum Manifestation" but I felt drained so I readded them.
AnthroHeart
That sounds bad if you are drained for not running the how to instant manifest intentions. You might be becoming dependent on it. I'd recommend not needing them to feel normal.
You may have overdone it.
AnthroHeart
Can you will yourself to maybe take a week off the Repeater?
reden
I removed them once again to observe the feeling.
It's not tiredness nor loss of energy. It's loss of a faculty which can be developed by oneself.
The drained feeling I referred to was that the energetic vortex I felt that night muted after I removed them. And i was back to normal
Not "loss of a faculty" either. It's like the loss of the help which gave it to you.
AnthroHeart
Do you NEED that energetic vortex on you 24/7? Sounds like it's a crutch.
reden
I have not called it to myself.
Neither have I used the repeater to acquire more raw spiritual power than which I naturally accumulate.
AnthroHeart
I recommend working on tapping the Holo-Stones and Repeater Servitor by will/intent. You can work them with your will itself when you learn that. Meditation can help clear energy blockages.
reden
I don't think it is possible to become addicted to the Repeater in the sense we know addiction to be.
The most, I dislike to admit, is that it can become a crutch.
(The vortex appeared because of an Intention which was conflicting with the best timeline one. The vortex was tugging me to the other timeline, not the best one.
When I corrected the Intention so that it said "the best person" instead of "<person chosen by me's name> (implicitly, the person I had chosen wasn't seen as fitting for the best timeline according to the Universe; not saying that humans always make bad choices either) (private-esque context), therefore making it concordant with the best timeline Intention, the vortex vanished.)
